Thursday, September 25, 2008

Get Pumped Up

Alright so I went out last night because I wasn't going to be here saturday and I don't want to go on friday. It got me SOOOOO pumped for knox!

We were supposed to have flippy cup with this frat but only of us could go because everyone else had midterm stuff. But regardless, me and Kayla made our way to Jeremy's house to get started and play some flippy there.

We dominated.

The first round of survivor flippy Kayla took 3 people out all by herself at the end. Then The second round I did the same! And we both beat our friend Jer who is just like the best at every game. Of course they didn't let us have to much satisfaction and pointed out that flippy is a girls game.

SO after that we went to the frat we were supposed to have flippy at. I basically just kind of hung out and chatted- with some brief moments of silly dancing. Then me and Kayla both wanted to go see these guys we know at this other frat that is like 10 mins. away from the one we were at. BUT on the way out one of our friends asked us a favor...

To take her to the bathrooms outside.

SO we do and we're just about to go our seperate ways when the Rock Island police comes up the alley. We put everything we had in the middle, but he stopped. I put my cup down in back of me, and Kayla threw hers-which hit the cement. The cop heard it and was like-Who threw that?! ANd of course we played dumb. So then he asked our names and birth and took our school IDs. He told us that he could care less about the drinking, but it's the throw cups that get annoying because the neighbors have to deal with it. So he gave us a choice. Fess up to littering and that person gets a $75 littering ticket OR we all get $150 drinking tickets. Thankfully Kayla said she did it, so she got the ticket and me and our other friend are going to give her $25 each.

But we didn't let that stop us! We went to the other frat. Hardly anyone was there-no one was really dancing but we managed to get a little dance party going anyway. We were there for a long time and Kayla started hooking up with this guy that dosn't even go here. So I sent her a text at like 2 am telling her "kayla christine snoozy...i am soooo ready to leave". She came out of wherever she had wandered to. Then we walked back and went to bed.

I woke up this morning feeling FABULOUS!!!! Wednesdays are fun to go out on because they break up the week. So it feels like the weekend but i've got just one more day to make it through!! Today I have to go TA for a geo lab then do lots of homework so i don't have to do any this weekend.

And for saturday...I'm so excited for Tina to come pick me up and we can go to La Ranch! FYI-they only take cash there. Then you HAVE to meet Kayla because I think you both would approve. And then we can go go go to knooooooooooooox! YAY!

Saturday, September 20, 2008

Baligerent Babbling

Alright. So last night was probably the best night I've had at college so far. Not because there was something special but because nothing bad happened.

I didn't drop my cell phone AND camera in a puddle again.
It wasn't pouring rain and causing the streets to turn into mini-rivers.
I wasn't overly drunk to the point of hanging off my poor roomates shoulders.
I didn't loose more that $5, since I didn't have to bribe anyone with it.

But I'll give you some highlights:
I got free cups!!! I mean I guess I've never tried to before, but I did last night! I just started talking with the bartenders because-well I know them decently. I just got so excited because I got 4 cups total. One red and One blue for me. One red and one blue for adam. Stupid frats kept switching colors so we would just finish off a beer and switch to the other color.
I finally told Adam how awful I felt about the end of last year and how awful I feel this year.

He told me that he understood about the whole busy thing but he dosn't know still why I was so bitchy to him during the day.
And then something came up about how I want to smoke pot but I really can't. Then he was like-well why not? And I said truthfully that I think I would go onto worse drugs after that. And he was like ooohhh well we(my friends that smoke) would never let you do something like that. But what I kept saying was that I've got other friends. Other friends that will try anything once regardless. And I know the second I get offered meth is my death sentence. I know I'd do it. Just for the weightloss. And then I'd be addicted in no time. And then I'd die.
Soo somehow that led into my eating and I asked him if I looked any different than I did at the end of last year. He said no. He dosn't notice the outward appearance of people. And it made me so mad.

Mad because I don't look any different to him. A summer of eating only fruit and some veggies. My first 4 weeks of college only eating scraps of things at dinner and not a real meal till the weekend, which I usually throw up 1/3 of. I feel like I look better than I did before. I mean I can see bones again that got swallowed away when I tried to be healthy. It just screws with every aspect of my life.It's not just-I'm fat I need to not eat. It's I'm fat I can't eat...I don't deserve to eat that...I dont deserve the satisfaction of a nice complement...those complements are lies to make you feel better...He dosn't think you're pretty...No one thinks you're pretty.........

And it just goes on. Always. Obviously. It's the only thing I ever seem to write about regularly.

I'll move on now.

Tonight we have a party with these groups on campus. They aren't sororities and frats...just something sort of like them. haha that makes no sence. But me and my roomie(who is AWESOME) are going to pregame in our friends room then go and DANCE DANCE DANCE! There was no dancing last night. Sigh. But tonight! Vee shall DANCE! And Adam is coming too, so that will be fun because besides last night we had yet to really party together. Then maybe we'll start bouncing around to all the different houses. Ahhh I'm just so excited. And I have like noooo homework this weekend!

Which reminds me. I LOVE SWEDISH! I'm having so much fun taking it! I wish you could hear me. It's so silly. MYCKET BRA!

Thursday, September 11, 2008

And finally seeing it...


Yup, I finally saw it.

I never really wanted to see Sex and the City the movie. I tried watching the season before but didn't really get hooked in. Or perhaps I was just too young to understand it all. But last night a few of my friends convinced me to give it a chance last night. And I'm glad I did.

I thought it was a bit slow in parts or just a little too much in some. All the crazy couture outfits, though fun to look at, never would you see someone wearing that ANYWHERE in the USA. But that's the fun of TV right? Sometimes I questioned how good the actors were-until the really depressing parts came or the parts that were just full of emotions. They did such a good job. Like when Carrie is running to the limo after hitting Big, her friends come to hug her and that one girl looks at Big and just screams "No...NO!" to him! Ugh just the look on her face and everything was perfect. So I really did enjoy it. I'm not sure if I would go see it in the theater 50 million times but I'm considering buying the DVD. It made me pretty sad after the movie-despite the happy ending. So that's the only con to buying it.

Tonight I've got my dance club and I'll be working on this michael jackson dance, haha. It's really funny. All of my dances are just totally different from each other. Like one of them is this indian dance-not belly dancing-but just those flowy arm/hand movements and occassional hip rolling. Then I've got my silly michael dance, and then I've got this awesome hiphop dance that makes me feel pretty BA. I have to learn the opening dance too-I'm not sure what that's going to be yet.

Well there's other stuff I could talk about but my short attention span is tearing me elsewear.

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Hej Hej!

It's been almost a month since I last posted and once again I feel terribly awful for not updating this enough. My friends from home use this as a way to see what the hell I'm doing at school. Also I've got friends abroad that I never talk to or "see" since I'm at college most of the year and my laptop dosn't run SL. I hate feeling like I'm slowly letting friends go, especially friends that have helped me through different tough points in my life. But I guess now that I'm back at school it's going to be even harder to repair what I've already done. The least I can do for now is just write about what I'm doing.

First of all my class schedule. You're all going to laugh because it's probably the easiest thing ever. I'm glad though because it'll give me time to work on my geology class so i understand everything REALLY well.
I only have class on monday wednesday friday.
durning those days I go to...
8:30-10:20 Drawing class
11:30-12:45 Structural Geology
1:00-2:15 SWEDISH!
* and I don't have my drawing class on fridays, so just another day to sleep in.

And yes, I'm taking swedish! All that talk about what language I want to take, mainly german, and I end up with Swedish. I'm so glad I did it too because I've got this natural ability to sort of sound good saying it. Maybe because some of my ancestors came from there. I guess our name was Olson at first and then when we immigrated they changed it to Lindoo so it was more "American", which is funny because I don't think I'd ever consider Lindoo an American last name. But anyways I LOVE it and I'm thinking about minring in it. We'll see I guess! Mycket bra!

I'm also in a dance club this year. I was thinking about trying out for the company but I really wanted to do something more laid back. And this club, UNYK, has a bunch of girls from my sorority in it. Awesomeeee.

This year I'll be doing loads of stuff during homecoming now that I'm in a sorority. We perform in this singing contest where we basically perform a musical. Then there is a rope-pull and "Yell". Yell is a stomp contest-you know one of those dances where you just stomp and yell and do clappy things. It's just going to be a lot of fun and I can't wait to be a part of it this year!

Ok, well I've got some things to do before I go off to lunch with my old TA from my first geology trip! So I guess I'll have to continue this post for another day.